fairytales dat turns to reality

2005-05-30T12:38:00.000+08:00

2005-05-25T09:17:00.000+08:00

The calendar shows today its May 25th, 2005 (Wednesday) . Its been such along time that I've not posted any of my latest blogs... Kind of busy with worKz & also with my situation rite now..Wat else if not bcos I'm pregnant... ehehehe... the feeling of being a mother to be is so great.. but goin thru the stage its so difficult.. especially when its on the early stage of pregnancy with the morning sickness & all kinds of symptom it makes u really so weak. But the symptom will go away naturally when u reached to 4mths & above but that also depends to some people. I thanked ALLAH that he gives me the strenght for me to keep on with my daily routine of liFe.. as i will never stop praying to HIM.

Now i'm already 8mths pregnant which is 34wks.. my baby in my stomach is so active, I can feel him moving around inside. My gynae estimated for me that I should due either end of June or early July, that shows I've to arrange plans for my maternity leave soon...I can't wait for the day to come but I always pray so that i can overcome the pain.. as I heard many of my friends & relatives who share their experience with me.. when i heard it... I get so tensed.... & a bit scared... afterall I must remember that i have to be stronG & always pray to HIM for his guide... Only HIM that i can ask for help.

Okie peeps... that's aLL for toDay.. will try to keep u guys & gals out der updaTe... but NO PROMISE... hehehe... stay cool peopLe ;))

Be Strong & Do Not Give Up

2005-02-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

Friday, 11 February 2005.... After 2 days oF PubliC holiDays (Chinese New Year) & nOw bacK to worK..... hmmmm... waT a boring daY, Don FeeL like goin to work.. sleepy ain't not enuff sleep coz of the stupid mosquitoes noise & bitting makes me uneasy to go to bed peacefully... Woke up at 615am to see my hubby off to work den went to have my SubuH PraYer. BacK to sleep again... Around 730am my alarm clock rang.. time to get up... GosH... its about time to gO to worK...* siGh*
My mom is cooking Fried rice for me for breaKfasT... How niCe of her.... YeaH i'm gonna be pampered... as for my dad is noT working, as his Company is closed for CNY till comin MoN... tat really cooL riTe... I wish my Company does dat too... but too bad!!.. Now I started to regret leaving my ex- joB.... I wonder why!!! maybe bcos I'm not used to this new environment I guessed.
TooK a train at 830am... Suprisingly.. not many ppl inside the train maybe some of dem are still on holiday... Reached KEMBANGAN Stn at 845am walk slowly down to the office.. & started complaining of comin back to work to ma colleagues... Tat's norm!
Oh yeaH, my fren siti Adawiah (shilKa) brought manggo pudding for us... She's sO niCe... ThanKs to her.... Lucklily the boSs is not in yeT.. so wE have more time chit chatting...hahaha
& at The same time, I took tis opportunity to update my bloG. Ain't got no mood to worK.. really got no mood to work feeL like going back!!! But waT reason do i got ... damn!!!
Counting my days & mths for long holidaY... really can't waiT.... begining oF juLy is my due date.. noW i'm 4mths pregnant... can't believe it... gonna be mother sooN...Ya wat is the feeling being a mother... I'm more excited....But PraY to ALLAH hopefully my baby is healthy & also myselF.

Okie guys got to go.. muacksssssss... happy reading ;)

2004-11-20T09:42:00.000+08:00

Ooohhhhh yeaH... I'm bacK again.... It's been a long months i've haven't put any effort to update in this blog...It's not because I purposely do not want to write in... coz my damn Pc is having a problem I can't create any text in & I donno wats wrong with tat....Anyway .. now I managed to do it.
Okie, let me dwell with my lil piece of story now !!! today its 20th November 2004 & its the 7th day of SYAWAL which means we're still celebrating Hari RaYa..... Been a few houses lately... still need to visit more few houses....Time really flies very quickly.. if u realized it's going to the end of the yeaR sooN... CurrenTly, i'm now workinG as a parT Time admin for 3mths to replace one of the staff who is going for maternity. My working place is at "MUHAMMADIYAH ASSOCIATION" located somewhere in KemBangaN. I've been working here for the pasT of 1 month already. So far the staff here is Nice & friendly.. but I only got a few more months to go before I left. But I do hope there's a room sapce for me to work here again insya-ALLAH.

Okielah boss is here already.. i've to get back to work.. Insya-ALLAH if i got the time i will keep my update again ok... I take this hari raya opportunity to wish all my muslim friends selamat hari raya & seek all my forgiveness.. MaY ALLAH blessed u all.. ameeen

2004-09-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

Sept 7,2004 Tuesday...Went for a interview aT TanjonG PagaR its & IT Company...The Director of the Company is an India..not much staff only got 5 staff altogether most of of dem are from India... the secretary its a malay lady whom actually wen thru the interview with me... She asked alot of question but ALlhamdullilah I managed to answer all her question... The boss is very friendly even joke with me saying tat he can't believes tat I'm 27th... he keep saying I don looked like my age...tat's a compliments maybe because of my cheerful & jovial face i guessed...hehehe perasan sendiri...better don flatter much abt me...Well, the interview session goes smoothly.. But still have to wait for dem to call me back latest by Monday...As dey told me tat dey still need to go thru some more interviewers..Hopefully I can get the job Insya-ALLAH..now I can only Pray.

Oh yeah , hubby is back..got to go Wassalam

2004-08-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

Time showed 1845hrs, I just finished doing all my house chores.... The last few days its been a busy day for me... running around to HDB to inquires for transferee of ownership to my hubby.. currently the owner of this flat its actually myself & my dad...eversince my dad had to pay cash to dem due der's no contribution in his CPF tat is the reason why we intend to tranfer the ownership to my hubby.At least its a less burden for my dad & thou I'm also currently not working at least they don hav to deduct so much from my CPF.
Oh yesH, I just celebrated my last bestday basH with all my family member's last Sunday.. whereas on saturday my mom had cooked special foods for me...& I managed to call my parents in law & my husband other siblings to come over too... We really had a great time..To my suprised my good friend Rozie came over to my place to celebrate my b'day... I was touched to see her around... she gave me a very niCe present & I also recieved some gifts from my mother in law, sis in law & from my cousin's too. Later in the evening my so called niece Beetsma Lubna also came together wif her parents..I was very much delighted to see dem all & I don expect all dis..Its like a having a big party like tat...hehehehe.. but its too old for me....

Till now I gtg... time for prayinG.... c ya!

2004-08-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

Friday!!...almost a week already since I came back from my trip at Kuala Lumpur... & past 2 weeks already I left my job, Well really had a great time there.. We depart on the Aug 6, 2004 which is on Friday morning ( 0900hrs) arrived at Kuala Lumpur in the afternoon (1430hrs) upon arrival while waiting for my uncle (mom's side) to come & fetch us ...we take the opportunity to go around at the Saloma Restaurant which is near to the Malaysia Tourism Centre where our coach alighted us. Almost & hour we waited for him to come...as wat he told us dat he was stucked at the traffic congestion & dat is the reason why it makes him delayed.
We reached our apartment at Duta Vista to check in, then we take a rest for awhile before we continue our journey to visit our relatives at Puchong K.L. By the time we reached der its almost quarter past seven in the evening. & we only be able to just stopover at certain places for photo taking like KLCC which is the most popular destination for tourist. We all back to check in at our apartment around midnight.
Day 2 : Woke up early in the morning to get ready for our next journey to drive up to Bukit Tinggi one of the most popular destination in english its called Colma Tropicale... dis places its like a mini houses & building from the european country. Very nice place & the weather there its quite breezing unlike in the city of K.L very hot. We sepnt almost 4 hrs up der. den we decided to drive down to KL to shopping at Masjid India & also not forgetting the Chinatown located at the Petaling Street. We shopped alot der...

Aiyahh...my mom called me already... to makan...will continue again..sorry !!

2004-08-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

Oh yesh, I'm back... its been awhile since i left my job.. I haven't got the time to jotted down in my blog, life at home is so much busy then at work... Its been 4 days i'm at home & i'm already dead bored... tell me bout iT! Nothing can pleased me.... early in the morning once I get up from my bed I start to do all the house chores, washing,ironing & once foremosT cooking...atlast now i noe how to cooked with my mom guide i'm able to cook..hehehehe but still under training lotsa tings need to learned while i'm still not working... I take dis opportunity to learned more things from my dearest mom. Hmmm nothing its interesting lazing around at home.. life is like no meaning at all...doing the same old thinGs again & agian.. I wonder how dis ppl can really stayed at home fro the whole day... My last pay its getting low now.... Oh how can I survive... I need a job.. been fews days haunting for a job... looking at the ads, surfing the net.. sending out all my resume & nothing replied bacK... I prayed to HIM evey moment hope I will find a job... I'm so worried... But will never give up.... tomorrow its friday...& we're getting eager for the trip me & my family planning quite some time bacK.. we are going for a short getaway to malaysia Kuala lumpur & dis the first time travelling together wit my Brother & his wife.. but its sad thing dat we can't bring his child "Megat Aqil DanisH" we all missed him alots... wat can we do,its beyond our control and I ain't talked it out anymore but my prayer will always be wif him even his not near us... My wish its only,hopefully dat he will never forget us here likewise.

Hmm time to go now...my hubby its back from work & I need to prepare dinner for him.I will definitely write more wen i return from my trip... Last but not least, I wish U all a happy NATIONAL DAY....& haV fun ya...

gooday maTe ;)

Our Friendship Means Everything in the World to Me

2004-07-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

Our friendship means that I have someone who will drop whatever they're doing to be with me when I need them. It means that I have someone I can trust with my most intimate secrets and thoughts.

Our Friendship means that there's someone I can count on to listen to my problems and complaints without judging me. It means that someone really knows and understands me and loves me anyway.

Our friendship means that I have a person in my life who believes in my hopes and dreams and encourages me fulfill them. It means that I have someone with whom I can share laughter, hugs, and special times.

Our friendship means that there is someone in this world who is completely irreplaceable in my life,who is a loving heart, a companion, a confidante. It means that I am among the lucky few who have a friend who is part of their soul. I have a friend who is part of their ver soul. I have a friend who is a special, unique, and essential part of myself: you, my sister.

2004-07-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

Jus steppin the office, I had soto ayam for my lunch at the nearest cuppage foodcourt.Den later I went to Times bookshop to have my short nap there...hehehehe pretending that I'm there to read books, instead of reading books I went to sleep...Its all because of the Euro final match between Portugal & Greece this morning dat I do not want to missed ouT...It was a good game played by both team but as to say Greece defender done a good job " NO WAY for the home team (PORTUGAL) to past this wall" However, even as we laud the Greeks for that historic victory, one has to feel sorry for the home team.They tried. They threw everything they had at the Greeks. But they could not breach "The Fort".It was simply unshakeable,unassaible,unconquerable.So, you ask, a great coach like luiz Felipe Scolari would have kanown dat. So, why couldn't he come up with a plan?I think I know the answer. Portugal had Luis Figo, Christiano Ronaldo & Nuno Gomes. But Greece had grit, determination & heart.Portugal had all the chances. They came from both flanks with Figo & Ronaldo laying siege on the Fort.But the Fort just wouldn't crumble.So I say, Portuguese sympathisers had better not complain because,when it mattered, it was Greece's game.It was their plan.Their script. Their life.
The clocked showed 1404hrs... Its still got long more hours to go.... I'm too sleepy, had a cup of coffee just to keep me awake, I wish I can take half day today,but unfortunately, my boss is around so as the auditor's...Nevermind about all these... everyday I'm still counting my days...its about time soon...Yeahhh, I'm leaving the company by end of this July.. Its really sad thing... really sad things...But all these, I've to keep it as a memory.

2004-06-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

Times really fly's.... din even realized dat is already the end of JUNE month...Oh nooo not again....its month end & its the worst nightmare I've ever had (Month end close)... I hate month end closed coz I got to work late to close off all the sales reports....arrggggghh...not only dat today all the auditor's are here to to the audit...then I've to do Stock Taking....damnn... I donno how long I've to do all this.. Sigh & sigh....very the "kena sai".

Yesterday, meet kak aisha & my long lost friend deenah..met up with them at White sand Pasir Ris (Mac Donald)we had a great time, chit chatting there were so many things to talk about..Really missed those days I had, wen I was single..If I can turn back the time..I really wanna do all the craziees things I had in the past..hahahaha...Got a called from my cousin "PAPA" asking whether Pasir Ris got blacked out or not? & I told him there's no blacked out here... He told me he was having his wedding studio photo shooting wen suddenly the lights are out... so they have to wait... So poor thing... Cannot imagine myself in the darkness...with wedding gown & the makeup...errrr..gonna be horrible.

Ohh okie guys, I got to ends dis lil piece of my diary here....Needs to get back to work.... Chow

2004-06-29T18:07:00.000+08:00

Have a great weekends but quite tiring after my cousin's weddinG last weekend...atlast its OVER now.... no more wedding invitation after tis.." Saham" dah surut" (its means no more money)hahaha...
I just got no mood to do work... feel like taking a short nap...argghhh like reaL...(kalo blei, nak ajerr ako bobok)...hmmm got to go to in law's house after work... my hubby already start to complain dat I've not been dropping by to his parents house lately...aiyahh so leceh one... but wat to do..before dey start to crank sumthing on me..I beta go...peGi jgn tak pegi.. hehehe..Its not dat I don't want to go...but seriously lately I've been very tired donno whats wrong with me ..I even can feel dat my body immune is so weak, Those who noes me... dey should noe i used to be very active & hyper but not now...really so weak..Sigh...Oh ALLAH please help...I think I wanna see the doc one of tis day...Beta get maself a checkup... sumthing its not right with me... I feel so different..
Okiela, I beta not write so much abt tis....
Hmmm Monday...its another week we all hav to face it..tell me bout it..but too bad...my hubby its on the afternoon shift tis week..so der's good & bad news...the good thing dat u gaLs can date me out....& the bad news is actually hahaha nothing bad lah....sajerr jerr... So PLEASE , PLEASE date me out..hehehehe

OkieLah, i got to logout now... Chow

ALPHEUS

2004-06-25T17:15:00.000+08:00

YahooOOoooooo..... its TGIF today "FRIDAY" FRIDAY.... happy seiii...after long weekdays its now coming to weekend yabadabadooooo....but tomorrow will be my cousin "PAPA" biG Day..Actually his real name is Megat Azmi but since young we always called him by dat name (PAPA) i also donno why we called him dat maybe dat time my auntie wanted to put his name Jaafar i guessed but it was change to Azmi....hahahaha but everybody called him PAPA instead his real name..funny rite... no matter wat name he has..his still Papa dat we noe...Oohh he must be very busy preaparing for his tomorrow solemnisation....yeah must be alot of all the stewards & stewardess colleagues of him come for his wedding I bet....this is the chance I can Scan2 around ah with the handsome guys there...hehehehe.... hopefully my hubby don noe about it. What a perfect couple....one is handsome & the partner is pretty....Really a perfect couple....My cousin told me, they met each other wen they were at Japan...during dat time my cousin was shopping den happen to meet one of his friend which his partner wen they're in the flight...happen to be dat girl that he was eyeing too also a stewardess with Singapore Airline. So from there & then day became friends & by tomorrow they're married....WOW! can't wait to c both of them....surely GORGEOUS...
Okielah, time now shows 1751pm, I'm getting myself ready to go back... Will keep u guys & gals update again.... bye last but not least have a good weekend den ;))

Another Day....

2004-06-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

Hai I'm back to write something here... Gosh the time show 12:47pm, And I'm still thinking what to have for my lunch later?hmmmmmm McDonald?! Not again.... Aiyah seriously don't noe what to eat...Been always out for lunch alone....maybe partly that is the reason why I don have the idea.....hehehe

Now listening to Class 95.. nice song sang by Australian Idol...hmm if I'm not wrong his name is Guy Sebastian...but donno wat the song title. I like the song :)"If you could see what I see" the chorus go something like this ah...hahahaha... wat a silly, like the song but don't even noe the whole lyrics.. too bad.
Last weekend really had a great time went to my good friend Suryani's & Man's wedding reception, she look so different & pretty... Happy for her, Yeah welcome to the club gerl... This year I had two of my good friends who had just got married...one of them its Nooraini & Adam...I wish them all the best!!! nielah masanyerr utk berlumba2 dgn ako sapa dapat anak dulu iya....*just kidding* afterall its all in ALLAH hand, we just have to work extra hard & pray to HIM ;)
After we went to Sue's wedding, Myself, my hubby, kak Aisha, Nooraini & her hubby Adam, decided to catch a movie at suntec...It was a last minute plan, title of the show is "THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW" Nice show indeed..after the show ends, we went to have our supper at Bussorah St...We really enjoyed ourselves...chatting & laughing all the way... Hopefully we can do much next time with all the gengz..I really missed all dat funs...

Okie den i gtg, I'll drop again if i got time.... Chow ;)

2004-06-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

Life may seem difficult at times...
But don't lose hope,
'Coz though it may be dark today, Remember the sun will shine tomorrow !

Not Again

2004-06-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

Fewwwwwwieeee..... the time show its already quarter past 4 and I still hasn't finished up running the commission cheques,for all the clients.. I get so agitated doing dis thing all the time...Thanks for my colleague, for helping me to solve the entire figure...if wouldn't be her, I'll be in big trouble...But yet still got to work late again...*sigh* I'm counting my days to for me to say goodbye to dis Company..its really sad thing... But I've made up my mind after all my nearly 8 yrs service its seems dat the company had given me alot of pressure..& I ain't taken it anymore... I want take a break first b4 I start a new job..hahahaha but hasn't got a new job yet... Well will start look one soon after I leave the company...maybe perhaps start to work hard to have baby...ehehehehe... (hopefully,Insya-ALLAH)god knows better. okielah gtg now...to finish up all the mess on my desk... Will write again more to come..byeeeee

AnOther Day

2004-06-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hi hi.....well I've nothing to share at the moments..No idea wat to write like dis hour....having a hard time at work...But afterall its work & still have to get things done thou..... Oh yeah, i've another few more minutes b4 the euro 2004 game start (Denmark Vs Italy)& hoping dat Italy will win the match.... tiLl den will try to keep maself updtates in the future...for those who have drop by my blog... i wanna sezz a biG thanks to all of u for giving me all the comments....Once again thanks geng.

My Childhood Days

2004-06-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

When I was young I used to lived near to my auntie in the same block (Blk 12 Marsiling Lane)during my childhood days I had all my closest relatives playing with me & there are none other den my own nieces named Beetsma Lubna (Lub)& Noor Faizah (Noi)Now both of them are grown up person...Lub had already married to a lovely guy called Rizal & as for Noi she's still available ( so u guys out there I'm sure u guys wanna to get to noe her)*winks*....Till today we still very close...No matter what happen we will always cherished each other...& may our sisterhood will always remain forever...

2004-06-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

wE DoN't oWn tHe tiMe tO haVe LoNg talks, wE DoN't haVe a cHance fOr mOrE LaugHs, but eVentHough oUr woRLds doN't meeT. aLways reMember daT I'm yoUr frieNd fOr LiFe